Friday as simple as that or to be more specific friday evenings.

why simple, as being the only one of my group of friends not to have a partner i spend friday night like most nights alone,

Sat on the floor so i don’t fall of the couch listening to music watching other peoples videos online with more than one beer inside me.

Depending on nothing but random thoughts i fluctuate between a uncontrollabe jealousy and a self loathIng.

my saving grace is being able to put thoughts and crazy ideas in boxes and the ability to keep those boxes most of the time, so i am able to get through the day.

fridays are supposed to be a high of the week and it is important to keep it as that. so that is what i do i look at the clock and go oh its 8 pm only 4 hrs to go.

I think what im trying to say is any day can be a struggle if you let it so being crass stick your middle finger up at the day that hurts the most its the same length as your nest day so it will pass embrace it use it kick the crap into touch as tomorrow is saturday and that is another day

stay safe and well and please excuse my ramblings