This is not my first post but it is my first post after going actually online.

so who am I.

well I have lived so far a very shall we say interesting life.

I cannot be sure who my father is as my mother has told different people different things she even told my uncle it was Mick Jagger.

All I know about him is as soon as he learned that my mother was pregnant he ran and never once looked back.

Where to start on my mother unfortunately she is a very sick women, Name a diagnosis she had it anorexia, bi polar the list goes on she both mentally and physically abused me, I weighed more at birth than i did at three months old.

after repeatedly getting abandoned in the street , I was placed in foster care and later adopted.

From there I had what can be called a normal but tough life.

Grew up with a five year older brother who like all younger brothers looked up to as you would.

A double edge sword to this was the fact that i was blind to the monster inside him till I was much older.

I bear the scars from my brother I have a scar on my chest as after watching a film called Robin Hood prince of thieves. he tried to recreate a scene and he tried to cut my heart out with a spoon, he also tried to burn me alive, Big brothers hey they are so sily

we all have issues right,

I will end it here for now otherwise this post will go on and on and on, And its saturday night so there will be other things you can be doing.

Thank you for reading this much and I hope it makes sense this is all new to me so hopefully you can cut me some slack to start with.

In the mean time have a great evening stay safe stay healthy and hope you keep reading my posts in the future.