Today has been a good day none of my customers where in so I was able to work without any interfering, so much less stress which is always welcome

My ride went well not one chain derailment which has been a massive big bear of mine recently, I managed to cook my food correctly so not only was it edible it actually tasted ok

Tonight has been super chilled but as I sit here on the floor again I really should start liking sitting on sofas the battle starts again.

This can’t be as good as it feels some rubbish has to happen to bring balance to you life you don’t deserve to be happy

I disagree I am a man of many many flaws but I know I am good have never and would never stab anyone in the back il always support my mates 110%.

I can’t stop believing my biggest challenge to happiness and fulfilment is not other countries doing things that mine don’t agree with it’s me

I sit here wondering what to do and all I can come back to is maybe I should stick my head in the sand and pretend everything is ok. If only I could remember what the bird is called.?