People give me hope but more often than not they disappoint me.

You spend your whole life helping putting other people first keeping your mouth shut so you can keep the other person happy. With out question you always support and help the people you care about and call friends.

In return nothing time after time nothing they won’t even give 10 seconds of there time to acknowledge something you have done and asked them.

So all they have succeeded in doing is making this nice person biter this nice person angry, this nice person destroyed this nice person at their end

And even when you know how much it would mean to me to know that I matter even a little bit they are not prepared to do it.

I don’t know everything but I do know I don’t deserve this after everything I do to support them I get nothing.

The rage the anger the hurt the disappointment is all enveloping I just hope it does not completely destroy me permanently.

I do not know how people can be so selfish