So those amazing painkillers the dr prescribed did absolutely nothing had the worst night yet in constant pain.

Like most people had to get out of bed and go to work in pain and every step and movement hurts but people rely on me to do work and I am a man of my word.

I turn up on time every time and I enjoy what I do so it gives me the motivation to keep at it all the time dealing with the physical pain and the emotional pain of having absolutely no support in anything I do.

But I keep doing it for no other reason than I see it as a statement of my character how I would like others to see me. So I try not let the others lack of character bother me but must admit that does not always work.

They say what does not kill you makes you stronger so at this rate give it six months and il be stronger than superman. But don’t worry I won’t t wear my underwear on the outside.