A battle is part of war you can win the battle but still loose the war.

Mr joe public can be waging a war on a daily basis you might look, actually I’m sure you will look at some one and they will be putting the best face on so no one knows

Today has been devastating I found out that the one who was my answer was not they have ripped the best of me out and stomped on it without a second thought.

Now what do I do. I could find a rope and the nearest tree that is genuinely how devastated I am or I could go f#%k it.

That’s what I did

My heart was destroyed years ago and so I am determined not to let my spirit be broke I have to believe there is the right person out there for me. In the mean time il stick two fingers up at the rest. No apology’s as you have no idea how lucky you are.

I am strong and I need to be strong as life, all life does is rip me apart then laugh at me. It takes every single ounce of me not to give in. Yes it is heart breaking, soul destroying but I will not be cowed not today or tomorrow and the one thing that keeps me going is my brain having my brain working right keeps all you ungrateful s*^t’s who take it for granted from winning .

Like my health and beating that I will overcome my current and life long situation,all I need is the right mindset